gunting dalam lipatan

i had a long conversation with en.zacq dicussing about the meaning of **thorn among the roses**.... very interesting point to talk about and dig it. walaupun kerja i bukan nya seorg guru en.zacq ni sering beri i task yg agak mncabar minda to explore...

peribahasa orang dulu kala bermaksud, sesuatu perbuatan yang tidak baik yang boleh menyakiti orang lain, tersembunyi di sebalik suatu yang kita tak boleh nampak. adakalanya di kalangan sahabat kita terlindung sesuatu agenda yg boleh menjatuh kan diri kita akn berlaku jika bukan skrg tpi juga pada masa akn datang. ironi nya, kita kena berhati-hati dengan setiap persahabatan yang kita jalinkan supaya tidak menyesal di kemudian hari....

anyway,,
life is a challenge. no matter how privileged, successful, rich, thin, pampered, admired, or beloved we are, some days are better than others. we hit walls we can't dig under or climb over. we get the flu and barf until we wish we could die, or break a leg, or get told that we have a horrible medical condition that will shorten our life and reduce its quality. people we trust betray us. friends and family members go or die without our permission...

what u believe in will always be tested, and usually when the test comes, u will think that u were prepared, but most often times, it hits u in the depths of ur life in places that u were never prepared for! Then it is sink or swim, and if u don't know who u are, and have a faith that will endure the fires and trials that come, u will be left completely devastated, questioning everything u thought that u knew...

sometimes, u will have to make choices that u don't want to make. in fact, they may make u feel like u are going to die inside if u have to sacrifice certain things that are holding u back from reaching ur destiny and are only working to control u and keep u in a place that u were never intended to be. it is in those times, where the "dross" from the fire will be skimmed off of ur life and u will be a pure vessel that becomes priceless. u are a great treasure, don't ever let anyone convince u otherwise!

just remember that no matter how painful the season, and no matter how great the loss may appear, u will never know what is waiting for u just beyond this trial if u don't push through it. u might run, walk, or crawl through what u are going through, but just don't look back and don't stop! u can do everything that u need to do, and God will place the people in ur life who have the resources to make great things happen in ur life right now... if u only believe and make a decision that no matter how u feel, u will not turn back !!