interesting...

Row, row, row your boat,
Gently down the stream.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.

The distance.......

it's just my random thought since i hv time to think other than

my work which is always stealing my time for doing other.

here, i want to confess that all this while im having a long distance

relationship with my sweetheart that going to be my husband soon insyaallah.. :)

sometimes i feel so easy and free to hv the loved one who is

so far away my my own eyes..

ermmm, but pls don't get me wrong for the bad ideas

for being a naughty babe in town..
alhamdulillah, im not that kindda type.

(tapi i join juga party-party cuma seldom, boleh kan sayang??)

work kills eveything for me for a reason to stay calm

as my sweetheart not here...

sabar dan sabar serta sabar..

ada kata-kata spt :

(1)

"hapa org dekat-dekat tak ada lagikah di sini??"

grrrrr....

isshhh, bukan masalah dekat atau jauh tapi

sudah falling inlove sama dia so kesetiaan

sgt berbaloi..

euuwww, cheeewaaah...!!

(2)

"u boleh bertahan kah, si dia disana sedangkan u disini??"

for every happen must have a reason..

the reason hanya i and him shj yg tahu lah..

tuhan takdirkan i menyintai dia dan

menemani dia dari kejauhan...

(3)

"apa u rasa jika dia tiada semasa u memerlukan??"

guys, its so uneasy to be in this kind of situation.

life is very challenging nowadays, berbagai dugaan dan seribu 1 cerita..

think positive, feel the love, see him thru my heart..

insyaallah my misses is cured and healed...

tak byk atleast sedikit sudah memadai...he in me, i in him, hati kami 1..
kami merelakan cinta itu bernyawa setiap detik saat dan waktu ;)

eid adha mubarak

november rain """"""""""""""

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I'm sorry for not loving you enough
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I'm sorry that I hurt you
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I'm sorry that I lied
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I'm Sorry for everything I put you through
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I'm sorry for everything
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I'm sorry I made you cry
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I'm sorry I want you back
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Because I know I can't expect you to forgive me
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But do know this
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I love you and I'm sorry
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gunting dalam lipatan

i had a long conversation with en.zacq dicussing about the meaning of **thorn among the roses**.... very interesting point to talk about and dig it. walaupun kerja i bukan nya seorg guru en.zacq ni sering beri i task yg agak mncabar minda to explore...

peribahasa orang dulu kala bermaksud, sesuatu perbuatan yang tidak baik yang boleh menyakiti orang lain, tersembunyi di sebalik suatu yang kita tak boleh nampak. adakalanya di kalangan sahabat kita terlindung sesuatu agenda yg boleh menjatuh kan diri kita akn berlaku jika bukan skrg tpi juga pada masa akn datang. ironi nya, kita kena berhati-hati dengan setiap persahabatan yang kita jalinkan supaya tidak menyesal di kemudian hari....

anyway,,
life is a challenge. no matter how privileged, successful, rich, thin, pampered, admired, or beloved we are, some days are better than others. we hit walls we can't dig under or climb over. we get the flu and barf until we wish we could die, or break a leg, or get told that we have a horrible medical condition that will shorten our life and reduce its quality. people we trust betray us. friends and family members go or die without our permission...

what u believe in will always be tested, and usually when the test comes, u will think that u were prepared, but most often times, it hits u in the depths of ur life in places that u were never prepared for! Then it is sink or swim, and if u don't know who u are, and have a faith that will endure the fires and trials that come, u will be left completely devastated, questioning everything u thought that u knew...

sometimes, u will have to make choices that u don't want to make. in fact, they may make u feel like u are going to die inside if u have to sacrifice certain things that are holding u back from reaching ur destiny and are only working to control u and keep u in a place that u were never intended to be. it is in those times, where the "dross" from the fire will be skimmed off of ur life and u will be a pure vessel that becomes priceless. u are a great treasure, don't ever let anyone convince u otherwise!

just remember that no matter how painful the season, and no matter how great the loss may appear, u will never know what is waiting for u just beyond this trial if u don't push through it. u might run, walk, or crawl through what u are going through, but just don't look back and don't stop! u can do everything that u need to do, and God will place the people in ur life who have the resources to make great things happen in ur life right now... if u only believe and make a decision that no matter how u feel, u will not turn back !!